I am continuously amazed at the strength of those I know: friends who have been through so much pain and trauma, yet continue to find the positive. Find the strength to move on. Have the stamina to embrace and help those in need.
Today’s quote is for you strong ones. You broken ones who continue to lift your head up and continue life, one step at a time.
“The sun shall always rise upon a new day and there shall always be a rose garden within me. Yes, there is a part of me that is broken, but my broken soil gives way to my wild roses.” ― C. JoyBell C.
In Tombstone, Arizona there is the “world’s largest rose tree.” It was planted back in 1885. And it’s something I grew up visiting often. A gigantic mass of twisted, thorny, beautiful roses. HUGE. It blooms wildly for a few short weeks in the spring, before the desert heat takes over. May we be a conglomeration of rose bushes together, deeply rooted within one another, holding each other up when needed. May we be a continuous reminder of our strength, beauty, and worth; even during the hot summer months of our lives.
Have a beautiful weekend.
And if you ever do make it to Tombstone to visit this beauty, stay at the Larian Motel! Say hi to the gal behind the front desk for me. ❤
Another Friday is upon us and the first week of February has come to a close.
For today’s quote, I opened up the book of “Quotationary” that my Mum bought me and selected a random quote on a random page. May I present to you (Page 207, first column, second quote):
No tree becomes rooted and sturdy unless many a wind assails it. For by its very tossing it tightens its grip and plants its roots more securely; the fragile trees are those that have grown in a sunny valley. ~Seneca the Younger
Of all the random quotes in this 961-page book, my finger landed on this one. And I love it. Not only because I feel it a personal testament … but I also find it a testament of all of you strong Sisters and Warriors. We’ve become stronger by our adversity, our illness, our community. We aren’t a lone battle-scarred tree perched on some forlorn hilltop. No! We are a mighty forest, a tended orchard, a protective thicket, and an oasis in the desert.
Think of the aged and gnarled and resilient bristlecone pines that stand for thousands of years. When we visited the park in California in late 2018, I cannot begin to describe the ferocity of the winds that assailed the top of the mountain…yet the pines stood tall and proud.
We are great in number and greater in spirit. And we are made so by each other and those who support us and hold our hands during the rough times.
You are not alone, my beautiful strong-rooted Ones. Have a wonderful weekend. Love, Lisa
My Fourth Endo Excision Surgery – I received an update on my surgery billing. My insurance covered the hospital and anesthesiologist bills and paid my copay. I’m still waiting for the insurance to approve my pathologist’s bill, as well as waiting for my colo-rectal surgeon’s bill to arrive.
Last Saturday, a few of us EndoSisters gathered from around Southern California and met up at a cabin on Palomar Mountain. It has been months in the making. And it was just an overnight getaway. And it was wonderful. Lovely. We laughed. We cried. We ate. We drank. We played cards. We bared our souls. We bonded more than we already had.
Such an incredible group of strong women, all courteous to one another, all thoughtful, all compassionate and truly family. And it hit me as I dropped off Heidi at her house and headed to my tattoo appointment:
I grew up with two older brothers. My sister passed away shortly after birth, so I’ve never had one. Rosie is the closest thing to a sister I’ve ever had…I used to mourn the fact that I didn’t have a sister. And I realized driving away…that I now have millions.
I love you gals. So much.
Thank you Brandy, Heidi, and Lisa for the photographs! And thank you Jessica for opening up your cabin. I cannot wait to do this again! You’re family, you’re my strength, and you’re my hope. And I know that we will always be there for one another. I love you all.
Since so many of you Readers are EndoSisters, and you are the strongest women I’ve ever met, this one is for you:
“After you have suffered great losses and known much pain, it is not cowardice to wish to live henceforth with a minimum of suffering. And one form of heroism, about which few if any films will be made, is having the courage to live without bitterness when bitterness is justified, having the strength to persevere even when perseverance seems unlikely to be rewarded, having the resolution to find profound meaning in life when it seems the most meaningless” ― Dean Koontz, The City
You are my heroines. We are Mighty. And we are all in this together.
Sorry I’ve been unable to blog lately. I simply haven’t had the time or energy. BUT, it’s Friday. And I’ll always try to make time for Feel Good Fridays! Today’s quote is a doozy and it hit me right in the Feels:
“The storm is out there and every one of us must eventually face the storm. When the storm comes, pray that it will shake you to your roots and break you wide-open. Being broken open by the storm is your only hope. When you are broken open you get to discover for the first time what is inside you. Some people never get to see what is inside them; what beauty, what strength, what truth and love. They were never broken open by the storm. So, don’t run from your pain — run into your pain. Let life’s storm shatter you.” ― Bryant McGill, Simple Reminders: Inspiration for Living Your Best Life
For any of us facing troublesome times, or scary times, or uncertain moments, or trials and tribulations, or even just a moment of sadness…this one is for you. And I. May we hold firm, weather the storm, and pass through it.
Have a wonderful weekend. And I wish you strength and peace. Love, Lisa